haiz, my mil is looking after my bil's daughter full time and they always come home very late. so asking her over is not an option. besides, she wasn't even supportive of my second pregnancy. long story la, in her heart only my son and my husband are family, i am the outsider.
also my own mum said she doesn't know how to look after and she got no strength and stamina to look after.
can't hire maid too cos income not enough.
dunno la, can't help but to worry.
i very scared of the tearing too, wow, 4.6kg baby? i also know of a friend who gave birth to a 4.6kg bb gal naturally this yr, same person? haha.
this pregnancy i never eat much durian. only a lot of dessert...