littlemonkies
Well-Known Member
The bleeding has started at week 5.
Given that the HCG levels had already informed me of the failing pregnancy, I thought I would be less affected by the situation. But when the bleeding started today, I feel really low. A kind of numbness, sadness for the little life that tried so hard, but didn't get a chance to come to this world.
People say that just because you're not far along, you shouldn't feel it so much. But that is not really the case for us who conceived through IVF. Every pregnancy is a hard fought, desperately sought for miracle. There's just something so cruel about this. That we fought so hard, got pregnant and within such a short time, the happiness stolen from us.
It's so hard to bear.
Given that the HCG levels had already informed me of the failing pregnancy, I thought I would be less affected by the situation. But when the bleeding started today, I feel really low. A kind of numbness, sadness for the little life that tried so hard, but didn't get a chance to come to this world.
People say that just because you're not far along, you shouldn't feel it so much. But that is not really the case for us who conceived through IVF. Every pregnancy is a hard fought, desperately sought for miracle. There's just something so cruel about this. That we fought so hard, got pregnant and within such a short time, the happiness stolen from us.
It's so hard to bear.