Hi Sunny,
Congrats! You should feel relieved that your baby is strong and can breathe on his own, and only need to scan again regarding the G1IVTB in 1-2 months time. This is very very good news indeed.
Try to convert your 'negative' energy into something useful. In my case, to cope, I channeled all my energy to preparing my baby's room at home. Cleaning the room, preparing the cot, getting ready all the clothes, booties, mittens, towels, diapers etc. Doing all these took my mind of negative thoughts, and I tried to think how much baby would like his new room and new home, how I would enjoy looking after my new little bundle of joy, and how much I look forward to bringing him home.
And it helped that my hubby and dd#1 and dd#2 were all around to support and comfort me.
I also tried to eliminate all possible sources of stress. I totally shut out my in-laws (I am not on good terms with them), and I have not told many of my friends and colleagues that I have given birth because I dun want them to disturb me and say things that I do not want to hear.
Did your deliver via C-sect? Now is the time to rest, and look forward to bringing baby home!