Mummies,
Thanks for your encouragement
Gina, Wish_Child,
I feel myself very clumsy. I noticed my bb response to my voice actually. Everytime i talk to her, she seemed calm down a bit, but the way i carry her really can't make it. I can see her very uncomfortable, stretch and end up cry louder and harder. I think i've developed phobia to carry her now.
I observed the way my CL carries bb. I try to carry bb in that way but not very successful. Sometimes works, some times don't. And that makes me very scared to face the day without my CL later. Although my friend and family all tell me that when time comes (i need to handle bb), i will know what to do as she is my child. But i really have no confident leh.
Sometimes i feel jealous that my bb is so close to the CL. Sigh... i really feel quite lost and don't know how to manage after my CL leave.
Sigh, why am i so stupid and clumsy? [IMG=http://www.singaporemotherhood.com/forumboard/clipart/sad.gif]