Thanks gals... i ingat yg everything is so PERFECT. I was wrong... i tot i want to give up.. Tapi i pun fikir, nie adalah dugaan dari yang maha ESA. So i have to tackle this problem and learn from it. Baru2 kena, i feel that i want to die.. Tapi i think abt all the time and effort that i've put on this marriage.. so i fight back. I'm a fighter, i dun give up easily. I tak senang mengaku kalah. I will definitely make thing works between me and hubby. Yes. I do feel cheated, but i forgive him as i think i pun ada salah jugak.. Like not being a good wife, dun treat him as nice as last time, not pampering him, not taking care of myself more.. like wear nice clothes, make-up, perfume for him... etc.. Byk benda yang i slacked for these years. So partly, i take the blame too.