Hi ladies, back from lunch.
Sher and others, my scary experience happened on Sunday nite. I was having headache frequently and suddenly i was coughing badly and my chest tighten up. I got difficulty breathing and i started to cry. Cos aku fikir yg i was going to die. I was getting paranoid as my breathing became heavy. Started to imagine things like ada malaikat maut dtg ingin menjemput.. Then i woke my hubby up and he urut my back. Gave me sleeping pills and i fell asleep. When i wake up on Monday morning, had cough again and i could not breathe. Started to cry and panic. Keep asking for forgiveness from my hubby.. Very dramatic. Then i went to A & E, NUH. They monitor my lungs and heart. Amazingly, there was nothing wrong with me. Tapi sesak nafas masih ada. Doctor concluded that i had a PANIC ATTACK> Apparently it's common for women aged between 20s to 70s to have this attack. Because we womne worry to much. And pyschologically, my airways, closed up due to panic. Emotionally memang dah tak stable cos takut diambil nyawa. Tapi syukur alhamdullilah, umur ku panjang. Mungkin ini adalah satu peringatan for me so that i will not tinggalkan solat dan harus banyak buat amal kepada orang tersayang.
Now, i feel that i'm a much better person. I believe ALLAH gave me a second chance to repent.
