Oh.. ini senang jer Lina...
Rezeki kau is coming in the future. But alot of people is depending on you financially and emotionally. Knowing that kau nie baik and sure akan tolong. Sedara dekat or jauh, you will still help whatever it is within your means. Tak kira, financially and emotionally eh.. Then deep down inside, kau memang nak run away from all responsibilities that you have now and be free and happy, tapi kau masih ada tanggungjawab as a mother. Your children need you most for now. So while you are chasing your dreams and helping others... jgn abaikan anak2 kau. It's a sign that dorang nie tak lama lagi akan besar.. and this is the time they need your attention most.
And so once, kau dah 'take-care' of your kids, and stabilize financially and be 'strong' emotionally.... eg, kalau kau nie asyik tolong orang and sometime people put you in difficult position, you will need to learn on how to say "NO" at times lah.. focus on your life. Insyallah, after kau dah kecapi all this.. you will be stable and no more hiccups.