Nshah, it's bcos kau not happy with your sex life with your hubby. You're hoping for good time with hubby, tapi always not wanting to give yourself.. i think too sebab.. Sorry eh, kalau mcm offensive. It's like kau nak venture tapi pulling yourself back.
Shahlynn.. Anything to do with water is rezeki $$. Pendapat aku, kau happy with your money situation now, but deep down inside kau memang nak have more rezeki, like to earn more like everybody else... but something is holding you back. Ada ker kau pernah terfikir to change job or do something, tapi kau tak nak pursue ? Mcm nak buat sideline or biz ?
About the running dream.. pendapat aku. Kau ada mengharap kan sesuatu yg not within your reach. It's tough to get what you dream for... maybe byk halangan / orang menghalang atau benda tu memang ditakdirkan bukan milik kau...
Kereta mimpi... pendapat aku... sometime we need to stop and think abt others. Rekindle friendship.. maybe kau ada unforgiven issue dgn members / family ? You need to fix 'somthing' in your life...baru ok aku rasa..
Just my POV.