Mummies : dun knw is it me or some mummies also like me? i think we kept thinking beyond our bb ability... we will think that bb are smart, when u carry them too much they will bully us... but do they really understand to that extend???
Just now, my gal refuse to sleep from 12am till 1 plus... i keep patting her... as she sleeps on her tummy i put her in her position in her cot, wanting her to fall asleep in her cot herself... Mummy's "wei da" thinking.... then she can't sleep , keep moving vigorously but did not cry... then cos she on her tummy plus she moves vigorously she spit up milk... i scolded her, clean her up n flip the mattress to other side. then put her bk in the cot again. same thing happen. both sides of her cot mattress kena spit... no choice open up adult mattress put on floor n the whole cycle starts again... i got really mad n scolded her very loud, n slap her on her thighs... not a hard 1 thou... she din cry but she just can't sleep... then i pick her up n cuddle her, within 5 mins she fell asleep....
I so regret now... i think all she needs is just me... her mummy to cuddle her thats all... but to think i put her thru 1 hr plus of "hell"... n even scold her.... i feel so bad i wake hb up n was crying... i feel like i'm such a bad mummy... stupid me n my "wei da" idea of getting baby to sleep on her own...