first baby

Hi everyone, i'm around 6 weeks pregnant and just had our first ultrasound scan done. Moving forward, we will need to settle on a gynae soon. Based on my research, it seems like I can either go down the subsidized or private route. I'm leaning towards going for private due to the shorter waiting...

My husband and I decided that we want a baby. but I'm lowkey terrified due to my recent miscarriage.. To the moms out there who have experienced this same sadness, could you give me any tips on how you overcame this phase?