Hi fifteenmay, I can understand how u feel. I got miscarriage 4 times in 2 years. Although mine is just d&c but the feeling is the same cos lay on the operating theatre, I even blame myself is it I had done so many bad things that I can't get another baby. Stay strong, the scar will be there...
I am scared actually.... I had 4 miscarriage.... after my gal was born and I went for gynae check at very early stage for that 4 times then no heartbeat... so now I don't want to go and see gynae at this early stage....