Hi Lynn, I would suggest that you pray sincerely to God instead of resorting to 'black magic'. Every now and then, there are news about women get cheated (of either money or body) by those conmen who claimed to know 'black magic'.
Lynn, i think you need to sit down, think calmly, work out the amount needed. Eg: how much $ minimum needed every month. Then at least you have a target.
Work things work out for you.
i know a couple in Malaysia would like to adopt a newborn baby ... thought it will be easier there, but they couldn't find any .. anyone know any contact there?