I know this is a question that will trigger most people. But I seriously need some advice.. I am thankful to those who take their time reading this and give your most honest opinion. Please understand that I know all of people will tell me why never take prevention. But I have to be very honest with you is not I don’t want , is my pap smear test fail hence im unable to do my ligation on time and this thing happen. Im am not suitable for pills and IUCD. And we did use protection. But this thing still chooses to happen.
I am currently now a mother of 3 very beautiful kids, the youngest one is nearly 1 year old. We are not very well off.. Hardly makes end meets every month.
Recently, I found out I was pregnant again. Im totally at lose if I should keep this child. My husband wanted very much to have the child. We quarreled; I told him money is not enough having another child meaning to have more burden and putting pressure to our financial. But he say he will work 12-16 hour after that and I told him why make things so difficult now.. I doubt he can take it every day working 12 -16 hours. I enough a very minimum income too, and if you ask me, deep down in my heart I wanted the child very much too.. Which mother wants to kill her child? Im are weeping every time I think of it. I am struggling inside too. But nobody seems to understand and I have been labeled the most selfish, heartless mother. They say im creating a sin, But if i give birth and i cant even give him/her the best, isnt it more sinful. And i don know if my child will mind anot. This is not the first time I need to do an abortion (The first 2 time was due to unhealthy child). I don know how bad is it for my body if im going to do it again. And if I choose to carry on, what will I be able to provide for the kids? Anybody have encouraging stories to share?
Thank You very Much
I am currently now a mother of 3 very beautiful kids, the youngest one is nearly 1 year old. We are not very well off.. Hardly makes end meets every month.
Recently, I found out I was pregnant again. Im totally at lose if I should keep this child. My husband wanted very much to have the child. We quarreled; I told him money is not enough having another child meaning to have more burden and putting pressure to our financial. But he say he will work 12-16 hour after that and I told him why make things so difficult now.. I doubt he can take it every day working 12 -16 hours. I enough a very minimum income too, and if you ask me, deep down in my heart I wanted the child very much too.. Which mother wants to kill her child? Im are weeping every time I think of it. I am struggling inside too. But nobody seems to understand and I have been labeled the most selfish, heartless mother. They say im creating a sin, But if i give birth and i cant even give him/her the best, isnt it more sinful. And i don know if my child will mind anot. This is not the first time I need to do an abortion (The first 2 time was due to unhealthy child). I don know how bad is it for my body if im going to do it again. And if I choose to carry on, what will I be able to provide for the kids? Anybody have encouraging stories to share?
Thank You very Much