hi Mummies,
my boy born on 1 july @ TMC.. natural w/o epidural... C:
it was really an experience for me to go thru..
actually i tot we could wait until 14 July,
which happen to be his EDD and also my daughter birthday.. C:
but everything was so chaotic..
read thru all mummies stories the unhappines and happines..
really i don understand y we haVE to go thru confinement.. and all these idiot stuffs.. Plus cannot bath, cannot drink plain water, die die muz eat fish everyday, ginger is everywhere in the foods & the drinks.. plus a irritating MIL.. hai~~
totally cannot communicate with my MIL..
let my hubby do the communicating.. Sometimes, he also lazy to communicate..
i dono is the prob lies on me.. or on my MIL..
whatever she told me not to do, she does.. WTH~~
for eg. she told me "not to place the baby often on our bed" SHE did just tat, s often s she could... i dono is my fault or she to blame..
whenever i finish breastfeed, she hurried to carry my boy away.. for wat?? i also dono.. and whenever she did just tat, i will show my black face.. and make the annoy sound.. is obvious to her, that i don like her way of doing.. but she like 1 kind..
if not, my boy tend to fall asleep during breastfeeding time.. MIL will say "don feed anymore, let him sleep.. see he so tired" and i alway will ignore her saying.. and continue to wake my boy up and drink.. At times, she will just snatch my boy away from me, whenver i tries to wakes him up.. saying i make my boy angry.. she will coax him.. WTH~ i don mind she staring at my 2 breast while i breastfeeding.. but she nid to be so noisy??
then, after breastfeeding.. my boy will slowly goes into his lalaland.. my MIL will alway suddenly pop into the room.. and talk so loud.. my boy is stunned, of coz open his eyes big.. and she will say "aiyo, eyes open big big ar.. still have not sleep ar.. (i carry lorz..) or (cannot carry lahz, muz go slp)" hai~~
i let her have her "beauty slp" she don appreciate, keep wanna to interfer my route with my boy.. Don understand her.. then she nv get to slp well.. she will complain to my hubby, here pain there pain, headache lahz.. giddy lahz.. I already sacrifice my "beauty slp" to look after my boy.. wat more she wans.. i really don understand.. Sometimes, i just really want to scream at her, ask her to scram off.. and do her own things.. or go to take a nap..
plus she very inpatience.. Once she finishing cooking my dishes.. she alway rushing me to eat.. sometimes, i was slping, she would wake me up, just to eat.. hai~~ at times, i just ignore and continue to slp.. where got appetite to eat, when you are awake by someone.. hai~~
some nights, i just cry to sleep..
plus my daughter is not staying with me.. coz my mummy say i nid plenty of rest, so my daughter cannot come over to accompany me during my confinement.. hai~~ angry, sad, depress...
But i guess, i just need to endure for another 1 week plus, i will end my confinement, and leave this horrible place.. and back to my own room sweet room.. C: and have my owm parents and siblings and pet dog to accompany me..