hello again...
today not a good day for me lah.. if know earlier, today hide at home under the blanket liaoz...
rainger,
i no choice, have to go liaoz.. everything is booked.. n furthermore, i'm fighting for a promotion n increment now. my boss already sometimes treat me like i've become more stupid like that.. n he's very worried about our year-end sales (i'm in retail industry).. i cannot afford to slack.. somemore today i drama in the office.. i elaborate below ar..
stella,
u r definitely not alone with mood swings. mine been affecting me since beginning. even now, little ridiculous things like last nite i watching American Idol (the theme was love songs, Andrea Bocelli style).. i also start tearing during some of the performances. i also very scare i got pre-natal depression.. but i think not that serious yet.. only sometimes lor..
today's drama: actually my boss is a very nice boss already. i'm in the midst of planning my dept next financial year P&L, so he asked me to plan for my own salary n everything mah.. the problem is, right now as an executive position, i'm enjoying very good commission. but to be promoted to manager level, may not get commission, n in the end, i may suffer a pay-cut of more than 30%, which i cannot reli afford becos of financial commitments..
anywayz, try to make a long story short.. i got very agitated n started crying in his office... oh my god, i was so embarrassed but i simply cannot stop. i keep apologising to him, saying its hormones.. but i think my "professional" image tarnish liaoz..
i'm so stressed, bcos now with baby on the way, i cannot even go outside n try to find a job with better salary if in case i cannot get the salary i'm asking for... n somemore i just got my new house, i cannot afford to be out of job for the next 5years even...