Hi Ladies,
I was diagnosed with missed miscarriage on Apr and was scheduled for a D&C on May. However, just a few hours before the surgery, it bleed naturally. It was devastating and to be honestly, I still remember the day.
After a month of my miscarriage, I wasn’t experiencing any menses nor ovulation. Then after weeks, I started having brownish spotting for about 2 weeks and I decided to go back to my gynae for further checks. My gynae found there is a cyst (2+cm by 2+cm). I was given Norcutin and still taking it now.
After all these, it has been too overwhelming and I was in the brink of depression which I cry almost everyday, worrying about not able to conceive, anxious of getting pregnant and work is stressful, etc.
Then I make my choice, I do not want myself to continue to be like this and last week, I decided to quit my job since my company is not able to provide a manageable workload post my condition. I found a sense of relief and I feel much better. I feel my job is also causing me unhappy. I can’t do my shopping much, having to live with no income but only my savings. But that’s ok, I feel I did the right choice and I am doing well. I even started a online floral business because flowers are healing me and I see myself enjoying and happy when working with flowers.
Sharing my story here, for those who have experiencing similar situation as me. You are not alone! I started doing yoga, try mediation everyday. Telling myself, everything is fine and I am going to do well! If there is any problem or challenges, tackling one by one. I do know there isn’t any much support groups out there. But if there is anyone who need to find someone to speak or same as on the journey of healing and recovery, I’m happy to share my listening ear. Let’s do this together!
I was diagnosed with missed miscarriage on Apr and was scheduled for a D&C on May. However, just a few hours before the surgery, it bleed naturally. It was devastating and to be honestly, I still remember the day.
After a month of my miscarriage, I wasn’t experiencing any menses nor ovulation. Then after weeks, I started having brownish spotting for about 2 weeks and I decided to go back to my gynae for further checks. My gynae found there is a cyst (2+cm by 2+cm). I was given Norcutin and still taking it now.
After all these, it has been too overwhelming and I was in the brink of depression which I cry almost everyday, worrying about not able to conceive, anxious of getting pregnant and work is stressful, etc.
Then I make my choice, I do not want myself to continue to be like this and last week, I decided to quit my job since my company is not able to provide a manageable workload post my condition. I found a sense of relief and I feel much better. I feel my job is also causing me unhappy. I can’t do my shopping much, having to live with no income but only my savings. But that’s ok, I feel I did the right choice and I am doing well. I even started a online floral business because flowers are healing me and I see myself enjoying and happy when working with flowers.
Sharing my story here, for those who have experiencing similar situation as me. You are not alone! I started doing yoga, try mediation everyday. Telling myself, everything is fine and I am going to do well! If there is any problem or challenges, tackling one by one. I do know there isn’t any much support groups out there. But if there is anyone who need to find someone to speak or same as on the journey of healing and recovery, I’m happy to share my listening ear. Let’s do this together!
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