gals, i am beginning to dream of my unborn again. i mean i still do not know if i strike or not but this 2 wks of waiting game is starting to get me nervous. i have dreamt tat i had two sons, which i was really happy in my dream, then taking a closer look, nope it's a girl... so when i woke up, i tell myself, ok.. dreams are opposite, i'll still have a son. (i like son better)
then i dunno which day, i dream that i was pregnant! i tell myself maybe this time my dreams are on my side! my dreams will come true and i'll give my boy a sibling soon. but i am scared cos everytime i dream of being pregnant, i'm always not pregnant...
really hate my dreams! now i'm so sad wat if i'm really not pregnant??? I might really stop trying for a baby ever again. sob sob...
i din dare tell my hubby of my dream, i dun wan to crash his hopes too.
yesterday, finally i get to see my boy, kiss my boy and hug him and tuck him to bed. really miss him. today he's off to grandma's house and won't see him for another couple of days. he's full of mosquitoes marks, rashes and scars from his falls. Can't blame my MIL, she's has done her best and my boy is really too active for anyone who's handling. MIL already 60+... already very gladful for her help during these days.
she too hope i can quickly have another bb so that she is still strong to help me take care.
STRIKE STRIKE STRIKE STRIKE STRIKE! hope using upper case will help me to beat all odds and finally get pregnant!!!!
then i dunno which day, i dream that i was pregnant! i tell myself maybe this time my dreams are on my side! my dreams will come true and i'll give my boy a sibling soon. but i am scared cos everytime i dream of being pregnant, i'm always not pregnant...

really hate my dreams! now i'm so sad wat if i'm really not pregnant??? I might really stop trying for a baby ever again. sob sob...
i din dare tell my hubby of my dream, i dun wan to crash his hopes too.
yesterday, finally i get to see my boy, kiss my boy and hug him and tuck him to bed. really miss him. today he's off to grandma's house and won't see him for another couple of days. he's full of mosquitoes marks, rashes and scars from his falls. Can't blame my MIL, she's has done her best and my boy is really too active for anyone who's handling. MIL already 60+... already very gladful for her help during these days.
she too hope i can quickly have another bb so that she is still strong to help me take care.
STRIKE STRIKE STRIKE STRIKE STRIKE! hope using upper case will help me to beat all odds and finally get pregnant!!!!