Had my OR/ER last sat and it will be FT afterwhich. 11 oocytes but only 4 fertilized. Devastated.
Anxious week ahead.
@D3 2 growing =》 embryologist said might only have 1 useable. Totally devastated once again. usually after D3 only 20 - 50% will grow. And D4 - D5 is critical period for embryos to develop into blastocyst. The thought of having none is haunting me alot.
@D4 1 growing normally, 1 slower, the other 2 according to embryologist doesnt seems promising.
Praying hard I have at least something to freeze after using 1 for ET. The thought of having to go through whole process again is scary especially the emotionally part.
How do you all manage your emotion after OR/ER and after ET? I find it so emotionally draining with sleepless nights while waiting for news updates from embryologist.
hi..
i can totally relate to the high and low emotions.. especially this is my first time too.. plus I had no idea what they doctors were going to put me through.. when i started, after Hyfosy they told me i had polyps in the uterus lining.. so I went to remove it D & C..after I removed it, Doctor reviewed and told me Polyps were not found.. i just said ok and try to be positive coz then probably they did my uterus a good “scratch”..
Then during my first scan.. they told me i had cysts.. which i never had before..

Then did blood test urgently.. then it was ok to proceed coz it was just a menses cysts which come and go.. I dunno why this KKH made me so scared for nothing.. coz i did breakdown and thought maybe i’m not meant for this ivf..
my cycle and meds were not as many as what i see others went through.. they said it was minimal ivf..
Final scan I only had 2 follies.. ER.. 2 eggs.. 1 matured.. 1 didnt and kept overnight.. next day they call it became matured and husband deposited new sperm.. Transfer was done on day 3.. I wanted to questioned why not till blastocyst, but I just go with the flow.. the eggs that matured in the lab, didnt make it, it fertilized but had abnormal development of cells.. So i have my one and only embaby transferred to me.. I didn’t even bother to ask for the grade or whatsoever coz what different does it make.. neither the embryologist informed me..
Now im on 2ww.. so I don’t want to think about it already.. just taking the folics acid, progesterone pills and the Crinone cream, 34 of it.. and try to eag more healthy food/fruits and fatty fish like sardines and salmon..
It has been quiet an emotional ride for me.. I am just going let it be, coz I have come this far, and left only to pray for the best..

and i wish you ladies the best too.. IVF is indeed for Strong Women like us..


