Hi Babymustwear, I am a first time mum to be too....my suppose EDD is end April, maybe beginning of May....
I was from the ttc thread....my story as follows:
A little background of me:
I am now in a far far away land in a country that do not really speak English....Here, is really unlike Singapore medically.....I came just half yr ago and before I came, I had a miscarriage (No heartbeat, and after bleeding for 3 days, staying in hospital over the weekend, just before gynae could see me, I was in pain, and think gynae help me took the empty sac that my body was to dispel out....)
The miscarriage was in Dec 08 last yr, and my EDD suppose to be this Mth, Aug.....
I had Ovulation spotting I think, just a few streaks kind on 3, 4th and 5th Aug. Then when I came back from Holiday, I started feeling the similar pulling cramps and also the strectchy discharge on 11Aug, which I believe is DPO7. The similar kind of feeling I had when I BFP the last time in Nov 08 before it ended with a blighted ovum miscarriage....
I started testing everyday, for abt 7 days, cannot really see any lines but maybe a v v vv v faint line that can be seen using microscope? Then early last week, I saw a v v v v faint line still, and the line got stronger and stronger as each day pass. That was abt DPO17....
Wanted to share on forum, but hb say no no, cos patang, after much persuasion, he said I can tell after the gynae visit on sat, which was yesterday.
I got a v sad visit from a v happy one....Gynae did a V scan, and cannot see anything....when I see the scan, I also cannot see anything, the last time round I can still see a sac....When he finally said he cannot see anything after 5mins looking around, make me feel so sad....
Anyway he asked me to do blood test, but only 1 blood test instead of the usual 2...i sort of ask is it 2, but he said 1. And he is not around next week...so the thing is to see him 2 weeks later, see got development or not.....
I super duper sad, cos last time cld still see a sac, this time round nothing. I cried for a while in the car when we suppose to get down and go Carrefour....
The thing is his machine a bit outdated maybe...but I cant help worrying, althou hb keep consoling me...................
Haiz, I really hope I got MS, to ascertain that Baby is growing well....I so scare, worried and disappointed lor....
Me super worried and sad leh....
and I even think I read somewhere false hpt positive might indicate cancerous...Hb laugh and said I too imaginative, but I super scare now...cant help not to worried for another 2 weeks, when I myself see nothing in the scan.....last time still saw sac lor.......
And I wanted to seek 2nd Opnion, I asked hb, he said here only got 2 gynaes (The other one do not have the scan machine....)
Here in a foreign place, feeling so lost, worried n not sure wat to do...I really scare of ectopic pregnancy too, I match alot of the symptoms.........
and more worst when the scan does not even show a sac...........nothing....which I saw on the scan too....super upseting me.............
I felt worried, paranoid and sad, not knowing wat to do now...super hard to stay positive at times....
Been trying for half a yr b4 I BFP last yr, and then again for 8mths.....so it is really a torture for me....if baby is okie.
and the worries of ectopic pregnancy.........haunt me now, and there is nothing much I can do,unlike in Singapore where I can go for 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th opinion or even the hospital...asap..
I shld be 5 weeks and 3 days now..... by rite 5 weeks, cld have already seen a sac liao rite...unless is 4weeks...
Paisei for the super long story, if too long to read, just ignore my post ba.......
Please pray for me and my baby too. I appreciate that v much. Thank you.