harky
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I need some place to shout out load n make some complain and also vent!
I really hate my 70yr old father so much that I hope he can go heaven ASAP.
I know I should respect him that he gave me life. But he only fulfils half as the role of a father (e.g feed me & educated till 18.)
He is selfish, always think about himself. He's like living in his own world and never cares about family except outsider. Everyday see his fug up face, damn irresponsible behaviour at home, and delusional thinking make me want to argue with him or correct him.
He also very dirty and unhygienic. (e.g bathed like never bath as his body still oily) if not because my mom, whom like to be clean. The house will be mess up by him.
My mom had been tolerated him, and told us she thought of divorce him but due to she is not very educated and cant affords to support us at that time (me, my elder bro, my younger brother wasn’t born yet tht time) therefore she did not.
During my young age, I had a deep & stamped impressions where she makes my mom cry (but it too young for me to know what the full story is about). I hate him more since the day he argue with my mom and used violent. (She pushed my mom). During the argue, he will scold my mom and ask her to jump down from the flat to follow her passed mother; say my mother was born & teach without parents .
Sometime, when I nag too much, he will start to tell me not to follow my mom and I will argue with him. I don’t like him say something bad on my mom so in natural I talk back.
I think he getting horrible and make me hit him SOON. During one of my aunt (uncle wife) funeral, while I am having some chat with my aunt, he come over and KPO and make me annoying by talking soft on my ear and badmouth to me on my mom by saying my mom did not attend the funeral because she is taking care of my dog at home without knowing the fact is my mom is feeling unwell due to very bad toothache! You never see such an evil father doing that to his child .
This time round when we argue, he say I was born & teach without parents. Of cos, I reply I was born & teach without a father. Not only this, he also want to pick a fight with me ask me to beat him! (of cos I did not lay my hand dirty)
It abit hard for me to move out since I had not yet getting my own house and if I move out, my mom how? Not possible let him bully her. Even I had a one younger bro at home but he is an lazy bug, like a hikikomori , addict to pc game.
I really really hope one day he can just disappear. My mom and I would be so glad.