Michelle: pls dun mention, we are here for your children and you. I might nt be able to help you financially, but i do wish to do something for you. Do you think looking for a job will solve some income problem? Mum is nagging maybe she wants you to be financially independent, as she wont to see you to be depress and stress forever. She might want you to get a job and slowly forget wat had happen mths back. It takes time to erase bad memories, i bet she has your welfare in her heart thats y she wanna you to go home.
2nd boy needs medical attention, so $ comes into the picture. maybe i would suggest you to get a part time job first, and till things are moving slowly, then you find a full time job. at least the money part will lessen your mum's and your burden too. Dun get me wrong, i am nt pushing you to work and leave your kids at home, but i am just worried your finance part.