Dear Karen,
My heart goes out to you.
Suddenly i'm flooded with fears for my own BB. At first i was confused, then i was happy, now i'm a little worried. I started telling family n friends already...dunno if this is good or bad. The first 12 wks r the most crucial, but unfortunately, i was still smoking for almost 4 weeks before i found out.
This is crazy but everyday i will check my boobs to see if they still feel sore. So far this is the only obvious symptom i have...n i fear when the soreness suddenly goes away something bad has happened.
Its like on one hand I want to bond n recognise my growing BB, but on the other hand, if i become too attached n something should happen, it will make things more difficult. Ive always been pessimistic, but this time I have to force myself to expect the best n not think about the worst.
Even when we are by ourselves now, we don't feel alone. Isn't that a lovely feeling ladies?