yes serenakoh my first pregnancy. its even more depressed cause its not one bb who react this way to me but both girls (twins)
bud I just feel I will never get the position right. I will still continue trying thou.
faithfullyours your mil abit extreme I hate those parents be it husband side or our own side cannot think for the newborn and "ren" abit. anyway its good you don't have to see her face now especially with baby around. bb shower u still need to invite them out of courteous and respect then they chose to come or no let them chose if they don't show face is their fault. check with u, when mdm emma wrap binder around u, u don't feel umcomfy? as in when carry baby like something hindering? sit also difficult.
I don't latch my girls anymore snow. give up latching. its easier pumping and feeding them straight. younger twin totally cannot latch and elder one latch awile gets frustrated. now I only hope I can bond when I carry them. i do talk to the babies too when carry maybe not as much as they hear my mil voice as she spend practically more time with them. just now i try to feed one of the girls again all was good till she came in and talk then bb show some disturbance. like can recognise her voice like that. so sian. i actually even thinking whether will bb know who their mummy is.