Hi all,
New to this thread and was a silent reader. Am also ttcing for 2 yrs now, and in the tww. But feeling very down today. It's 9dpo, tested bfn this morning and felt very emo and disappointed. Been wanting a number 2 for so long and it didn't happen. Now my do is already 5yrs old. Had an mc earlier this march when we finally got a bfp for the first time only to lose bb at 6wks. Really don't know when this ever gonna happen for me.
Sorry to drag the mood down. Do u all ever feel this way? When is it gonna happen to me? Will it ever happen? Should I give up hoping it will ever happen?
I probably should just cherish that I have one already. But that feeling when u watch her at the playground with other kids who have siblings and how much she wants friends is quite painful. She repeatedly tells me she wants a sibling.
It's always a bfn mth after mth. I'm so discouraged and sick of it. Every cycle hopes r high, it hits the o day then the tww gets crazy. I kp imagining I must have this or that symptom till I'm probably insane. Only to get a bfn again and again. So sick of it!!!
hi saraiii, you are definitely not alone.
I believe everyone here have thought of these... will it ever happen? when will it happen? should I give up?
It is very nice of you to have the thoughts of cherishing your only one and don't think about it anymore because sometimes, things are fated. But then, it is definitely understandable why you would want a sibling for your second child. I can even imagine your heartache when you watch her at the playground.. Sigh, just like all of us here who do not even have a child... we will look at mothers and pregnant ladies and wonder when will it be our turn?
Symptoms read can really drive one insane... Please try to stay strong for yourself, for your hubby and your child.
Have you gone to gynae for a check? Maybe it is something that can be resolved easily.
DPO9 is still quite early, maybe you test again in another few days time. Don't give yourself too much stress.. Stress will only hinder your ttc-ing further.
Please take care and distract yourself with positive thoughts. Life still have to go on...
I know it probably won't help a lot but I personally know of friends/colleagues who only managed to conceive their 2nd child after 7, 9 and even like 13-14 yrs... Sometimes it may come when we least expect it...