yup yup I feel u. my friends also say relax n u will tio one. this n that.. nobody will understand one. even if I told my friends how sad I m when I saw AF, how sad when I nv O, how depressed n stressed I m goin thru failed attempts, how stressed I m when I see my gynae bills for all e checks, how stressed I m when every mth need to spend money see tcm, queue n wait n visiting doc n clinics, how depressed even when my AF delay, how glad n happy when my delayed AF finally visited me how painful I am to find n research on which doc to see to treat my problems, how lost I am when there's no doc who can diagnose me, how lost I am when I don't know what is wrong with my body, how lost I am when I dono what can I do or check aft doing so many checks!!!! , thy don even feel it. thy wont be able to understand unless thy have been thru like us.