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Keep seeing so many preggers around, on my 1st day back at work. Rubbing salt into wound?
sad i know.
Keep seeing so many preggers around, on my 1st day back at work. Rubbing salt into wound?
Talking about sonographers, in the event if you ladies advanced to the next stage after BFP, don't ever let a Zhou Li Li (sonographer in AMD, 2nd level) to do the ultrasound for you. That lady is mad (then, I am not sure about now). During my time, I heard many stuff about her like insisting the pregnant lady to clear her bladder though the former said she had done so. Quite non-gentle too. There was a time when I witnessed it myself; a lady walking out of Zhou Li Li's room looked damn sad with her hubby and after 10-15 min later, she went back to the room, presuming being forced to squeeze out every single drop of urine from her bladder.Haha, today i experienced another kind of pain. There is a new/intern sonographer at kkh today, I knew it when I saw the Dr queue being so close to the scanning queue.
What I didn't know is that scanning can be so painful. Don't know how she poke and twist, until I scared she spoil my cervix or burst my ovaries ok, i know it may be irrational and paranoid, but I'm a woman undergoing IVF, i worry about everything that will jeopardise my cycle
i told her it's getting too painful, she remained expressionless and didn't acknowledge what i said. And my threshold for pain is usually quite high leh! Fortunately an experienced sonographer is there, so i think at least they got my scanning results right. Hope thay I won't see her for my next scans
Maybe your turn very soon? Baby dusts rubbing off them onto you?Keep seeing so many preggers around, on my 1st day back at work. Rubbing salt into wound?
*Big HUGS* I seriously never found more comfort with sisters expressing this level of empathy than from this forum. Especially with the majority of couples around us including those from our own families being able to conceive naturally, sometimes can easily get gripped by my own negative thoughts just by what people say or do when me or hubby around.
Then again I tell myself when I get affected or think negatively, I'm the one to suffer jeopardizing my efforts ttc with ivf but these other people will not be affected & don't even feel my pain. What they say or do can only harm me if I let them. So really learn to 看开, keep an open heart and be positive & stronger. Really sometimes feel easier said than done. I'm just human. I just do my best, ultimately still have the comfort of hubby who really see what I go through on the treatments. Sisters, thanks for the 'listening ears'. Stay positive & Jia You together!!
Thanks sis. Have discussed with DH to consult doc on the meds and other possibilities.Stay positive! Don't conclude or rule out any options. Raise concerns or doubts with doc in the review and heed his advice on all the options first. One step at a time and don't give up hope.
Yes count on the blessings and focus on those in our life who truly care.Thanks sis. Have discussed with DH to consult doc on the meds and other possibilities.
My parents have been very supoortive; dad cooked and brought me lunch every weekday so i dont hve to cook or buy my own food during the 2ww. I can't bear to call and tell them its bfn again.. just sms mum.
She replied me that its ok and will have bb soon. Feel so grateful for their suport and kind words.. and also the sis here.
This is not a lonely journey. We have true friends and family who are holding our hands as we go through this phrase.
Maybe your turn very soon? Baby dusts rubbing off them onto you?
Haha i work in this area! Even more so depressing for me!I met my ex colleagues for lunch at raffles Plc & E number of pregnant ladies can be quite upsetting!
my cuzzin was one of the first ivf baby. my auntie never had a kid after her. so u can imagine how my aunt n uncle dote on her. and back then, not having a baby is like a jinx. and even when she went thru ivf it was a total secret. no one knew until the day she spoke to me as she realized i didnt have baby yet after many years of marriage. that was when she shared her history to me and she push me to go to for ivf program on my first cycle.Yes count on the blessings and focus on those in our life who truly care.
I was just thinking...the first IVF baby was only born in 1978. We are still fortunate in a way that we still have IVF as an option to help us TTC. Cannot imagine if 30 years ago, if IVF is not yet available or too new, means only option is straight to adoption if want to have a child. At least now we still can try with our own eggs and body first...
Hi sisters, I finally met up with Dr Loh this morning. My hubby can't make it from his last min mtg so end up I seeing him alone
Anyway, I find him quite friendly and approachable. He was pretty shock when I tell him that SGH rejected to take in me as IVF patient
due to their upcoming renovation.
He looked thru our tests reports and say my hubby needs to go for blood test to check for chromosome abnormalities. I get quite worried
upon hearing this. Any sisters here heard about this chromosome? Also, he suggest to get my hubby's sperm freeze due to his low count.
I'm not sure how necessary this is. Just listen to him lo. My hubby will go down himself to get the blood test done. The blood test report will
takes abt 10 days to be out (as chromosome takes longer time). But meanwhile, he say I can go for this mth cycle if i want as Dec my cycle will most
likely hit the xmas holidays. Fyi, my AF is approaching in 4 to 5 days time. But the blood test need 10 days from tmr to be out. So I'm not sure how come
he ask me to call up on my day 1 cycle to book appt?
He also prescribe 2 mths supplements for my hubby to take. But ask him to come down next wk to freeze his sperm? Im quite lost in the process.
Don't know what to ask just now as rushing to come back to work also. Any sisters here can help to enlighten me?
Hi dontlosehope, I also from SGH ivf patient, so it is really confirm they don't take in anymore new case??? then where can we go if we wan government grant? does NUH accept frozen as I still have frozen left. By the way, how much is Dr Loh's fee? Should be quite exp ba since it is private.....
Can I check have u all undergo iui before this?
Hi Sister, my friend couple also doing IVF under Dr Loh and is in similar situation with severe low sperm count despite measures to improve for months. Coincidentally they were also with SGH but switched to TFC after failing 2 cycles with SGH.Hi sisters, I finally met up with Dr Loh this morning. My hubby can't make it from his last min mtg so end up I seeing him alone
Anyway, I find him quite friendly and approachable. He was pretty shock when I tell him that SGH rejected to take in me as IVF patient
due to their upcoming renovation.
He looked thru our tests reports and say my hubby needs to go for blood test to check for chromosome abnormalities. I get quite worried
upon hearing this. Any sisters here heard about this chromosome? Also, he suggest to get my hubby's sperm freeze due to his low count.
I'm not sure how necessary this is. Just listen to him lo. My hubby will go down tmr himself to get the blood test done. The blood test report will
takes abt 10 days to be out (as chromosome takes longer time). But meanwhile, he say I can go for this mth cycle if i want as Dec my cycle will most
likely hit the xmas holidays. Fyi, my AF is approaching in 4 to 5 days time. But the blood test need 10 days from tmr to be out. So I'm not sure how come
he ask me to call up on my day 1 cycle to book appt?
He also prescribe 2 mths supplements for my hubby to take. But ask him to come down next wk to freeze his sperm? Im quite lost in the process.
Don't know what to ask just now as rushing to come back to work also. Any sisters here can help to enlighten me?
Hi sisters, I finally met up with Dr Loh this morning. My hubby can't make it from his last min mtg so end up I seeing him alone
Anyway, I find him quite friendly and approachable. He was pretty shock when I tell him that SGH rejected to take in me as IVF patient
due to their upcoming renovation.
He looked thru our tests reports and say my hubby needs to go for blood test to check for chromosome abnormalities. I get quite worried
upon hearing this. Any sisters here heard about this chromosome? Also, he suggest to get my hubby's sperm freeze due to his low count.
I'm not sure how necessary this is. Just listen to him lo. My hubby will go down tmr himself to get the blood test done. The blood test report will
takes abt 10 days to be out (as chromosome takes longer time). But meanwhile, he say I can go for this mth cycle if i want as Dec my cycle will most
likely hit the xmas holidays. Fyi, my AF is approaching in 4 to 5 days time. But the blood test need 10 days from tmr to be out. So I'm not sure how come
he ask me to call up on my day 1 cycle to book appt?
He also prescribe 2 mths supplements for my hubby to take. But ask him to come down next wk to freeze his sperm? Im quite lost in the process.
Don't know what to ask just now as rushing to come back to work also. Any sisters here can help to enlighten me?
After getting over the results, got hb to tell his parents. Mil say he was joking, already put in how can not pregnant? If so easy, why are there so many pple still trying?
And only ask, so when trying again? Not even a single sentence of, ask her to rest and take care first.
They dont see the number of jabs i had to go thru, they dont see how i am being so careful so as not to cause harm to the embbies, they dont see how hard i am praying that every cycle will be successful. Just one sentence, when try again??? I am not playing a game, when just one button to start over!
Sis, did dr Loh get your DH to freeze sperms before the test result? Coz my friend's case they didn't need to do that before the results. Also Dr Loh mentioned the test not only cover down syndrome but also other types. Not sure if the same. We also asked Dr Loh about my DH case but he is not a candidate for the test as his sperms got improvement over time.hi, I also under Dr Loh.
My DH took the chromosome abnormalities testing too. it is to check any possibility of getting down syndrome.
I reckon your DH blood test results will come out when you are middle of your stimm cycle. Meaning if you start stimm end November, your ER/ET will be in early Dec.
so it should be ok. but then it will be using your DH stored/freeze sperm.
Doc asked my DH to freeze sperm too and ordered him to take some supplements to aid the sperm count & quality. In the end DH only store his sperm a few days before ER. But during ET, he has to provide sperm again cos the store/freeze sperms didn't make it.
Yes i am already thinking of doing that. My intention of letting them know is only after i get a heartbeat from my last bfp but hb went to tell them.
I am also thinking of where to go during cny next year. Cos seeing how they are, they would already have told some relatives since they think i was already preggy. Argh!!
So sad... Today Lining same as d8... Today is d12.... Still at 3.8 how to improve lining ?? TIA
Put your hand on your tummy when you cough to reduce the impact? This is what I do and I guess psychologically it makes me feel betterET done, jitters now and i want to cough, oh dear
Sis, did dr Loh get your DH to freeze sperms before the test result? Coz my friend's case they didn't need to do that before the results. Also Dr Loh mentioned the test not only cover down syndrome but also other types. Not sure if the same. We also asked Dr Loh about my DH case but he is not a candidate for the test as his sperms got improvement over time.
I think you should ditch your friends. They are very insensitive and it is so wrong to say you are doing it the wrong way in bed. This is such a personal thing! And why do people treat you badly because you don't have a baby? It is common these days for couples not to have children. It can be a lifestyle choice. This is so insane!u are not alone my dear. i too avoid any functions and invites from friends and in laws with kids. all of us got married on same ranges of years timeline like one after another and they have kids now. and two of my SIL didnt speak to me anymore as usual as 1 sil now have two kids, just gave birth to one. and another adopted her baby and is now two years old. they chuck me aside and so on every family event im always alone with hubby stick besides me. people change when they have more than me. its hurtful u know. even so for my friends, they always talk n speak about their kids and met up only ladies gathering but purposely brought their kids along and rub me again. some even say "hey maybe ur husband never 'do' u well" and some even "you both makelove wrong style" and some make jokes over sperm womb etc. omg does the issue of not having babies affected from how you make out?
i know im a strong woman i can handle my businesses staffs money and all. but this issue is too sensitive. why cant they understand me? or at least don't rub bad words or etiquettes on me.
all the older generations in my family is totally fine. but the newer generations from my hubby side are all acting up and giving me cold shoulder for something only God can gift no matter how hard i have tried. im really sad. im always alone. i have became an antisocial low key person as everyone around me have kids and giving me cold shoulder. i have never came across childless moms before untill i made some friends thru the ivf clinic appointments as we always bumped into each other and also in this thread.
some humans are just inhumans not sensitive at all. what if we speak ill about their kids? like example such a naughty boy running around and damage people stuffs. will they like it?
I think you should ditch your friends. They are very insensitive and it is so wrong to say you are doing it the wrong way in bed. This is such a personal thing! And why do people treat you badly because you don't have a baby? It is common these days for couples not to have children. It can be a lifestyle choice. This is so insane!
I see. Thanks for sharing!I remembered the first time we went to discuss IVF with Dr Loh, he already asked DH to store sperms. Then on the same day DH did the blood test and eat recommended supplements. My DH issue was low sperm count, not active and shape not normal, that's why he was asked to do the test.
By the time I went to see Dr Loh on D2, DH blood test results is already available. Yes, you are right the test also cover other types which I cant recall exactly (maybe Edward syndrome and others?) It is definitely not the PDG/PGD. I believe Dr Loh goes case by case basis for his patients, that why your DH no need go for the test since there is improvement in his sperm.
How long does it take your DH sperm to improve ?
My two cycles of short protocols both 10 days of stim jabs then trigger shotThe general mindset is that ladies get preggy easily just like olden days. But looking at the crowd Everytime I go for scans either for iui or ivf tells me I'm not alone struggling to get preggy .. side track abit .. those on short protocol usually by which day u get your trigger and proceed with ER 2days thereafter?
Don't worry dear, when you call up TFC on your CD1, tell recept that you need them to check if DH's test ready and what will happen if not ready. They will get nurse to check and confirm with you. If any of you or hubby don't feel ready, also not good to rush. In any case, in the cycle you ready to start, just call on CD1 of that cycle and nurse will advise from there.Hi DawnBB sis, many thanks for ur reply. Tmr my hubby will be going down to take his blood test. I will ask him to check with the nurse tmr abt freezing his sperms again.
Regarding the baseline scan on D2, if i check already and everything is fine, but hubby's report is really late, does it mean that the check is wasted? Cos, I'm actually on no pay leave already so will like to take leave only when necessary. Haiz.. headache. If possible, i don't mind starting this coming cycle. Now just worried his results might not be good to go for IVF.
Thanks for ur link. I have googled abt chromosome as well. Keeping my finger cross his issue is not related to this. *pray hard*
Oh i missed out your reply patn. Many thanks for your sharing. Did they ask ur DH to do SA again after taking the supplements to see if there's any improvements before storing/freezing his sperms?hi, I also under Dr Loh.
My DH took the chromosome abnormalities testing too. it is to check any possibility of getting down syndrome.
I reckon your DH blood test results will come out when you are middle of your stimm cycle. Meaning if you start stimm end November, your ER/ET will be in early Dec.
so it should be ok. but then it will be using your DH stored/freeze sperm.
Doc asked my DH to freeze sperm too and ordered him to take some supplements to aid the sperm count & quality. In the end DH only store his sperm a few days before ER. But during ET, he has to provide sperm again cos the store/freeze sperms didn't make it.
Don't worry dear, when you call up TFC on your CD1, tell recept that you need them to check if DH's test ready and what will happen if not ready. They will get nurse to check and confirm with you. If any of you or hubby don't feel ready, also not good to rush. In any case, in the cycle you ready to start, just call on CD1 of that cycle and nurse will advise from there.
Remember worrying doesn't change anything now but will affect your health. DH see you so worried also will be affected. You need to build positive energy with each other to ride through this together. Now start focusing on things you can do - consistently eat healthy with diet good for TTC, sleep well, can consider starting TCM to condition overall health, exercise, manage stress and mentally prep yourself for a positive journey. Jia you k!
Hi any sister can advise ?Hi sisters, I am currently taking GNC prenatal programme set supplements which includes prenatal formula with Iron,DHA and women's calcium 600. Can I take the blackmoore CoQ 10 at the same time , will it be too much supplements ?
Can any sister show me the picture of CoQ 10 balckmoore? They have two types of CoQ ? Confuse , don't know which one to buy
Hi Phantom, nope, for our case, doc say IUI is not ideal due to low sperm count.
i use blackmore to prepare my lining. if lucky can conceive naturally. i used it 3 months before ivf programm interview start.Hi any sister can advise ?
Dont take more than one type of supplement. And if you on doc prescription please stop supplement.Hi any sister can advise ?
Hello dawnbb,how u manage to improve yr dh soldiers. This results is good improvementI see. Thanks for sharing!
DH's first 2 diagnosis SAs in Sep'14 and Nov'14. So jialat but we saw progressive improvement -
Nov'14 : Hypospermia and Oligoasthenoteratozoospermia (low semen volume, low sperm concentration, poor motility & abnormal morphology)
May'15: Hypospermia and Teratozoospermia (low semen volume, abnormal morphology)
Sep'15: Teratozoospermia (abnormal morphology)
Even my gynae says luck. all this are luck. me n hub no issues, still no baby. so gynae says this is all luck. :/My sister in law.. had little eggs went ivf twice.. unsuccessful. Doc advise to try natural. Upon us hearing this, it's very sad. All these are the last resorts we have to go through... bo bian liao.. However I got a friend.. eggs too little... tried iui 1st attempt and is expecting le..I really dun noe.. Luck, fate?....
Strangely enough, it is an older friend of mine (my girlfriend in her 60s with 4 beautiful grown up children) who encouraged me to try IVF. I have always been open minded about having or not having children. Life is great even without children in my personal opinion. However she kept "pestering" me every time we catch up. My girlfriend told me "women these days go through a lot more stress than the old days. She said go for IVF and after your first successful one, the rest can come naturally". She said many of her friends' children go for IVF.The general mindset is that ladies get preggy easily just like olden days. But looking at the crowd Everytime I go for scans either for iui or ivf tells me I'm not alone struggling to get preggy .. side track abit .. those on short protocol usually by which day u get your trigger and proceed with ER 2days thereafter?
dearie, it is ok to take a prenatal multivitamin formula and CoQ10 separately. I've check with doc before and he ok'd.Hi any sister can advise ?
Yah...try to stay in bkk longer..say 6-7 days...i usually stay few days longer than suggested...Hi Anne, same Dr Wiwat prescribed to me the same supplements plus iron tablets. Do you need to go back again? My next retrieval most likely will be Jan 2017 period (New year's day and they are open). I have made a mistake to fly back on the same day after ER... very rush and have to walk a long distance...
My sister in law.. had little eggs went ivf twice.. unsuccessful. Doc advise to try natural. Upon us hearing this, it's very sad. All these are the last resorts we have to go through... bo bian liao.. However I got a friend.. eggs too little... tried iui 1st attempt and is expecting le..I really dun noe.. Luck, fate?....
hello towkayneo i dont mind their topic revolves around kids cos i do unds they spend majority of time juggling with kids home and work.Serious, when you have kids, your whole life revolves them, be it their diet, their health, activity, studies and play. really. that's why if you do not have kids, don't go out with mothers cos they will be talking non-stop about their kids, if that makes you pressurized.
nothing wrong, just that mothers and non-mothers are in different stages in life.
BUT mothers have to be very sensitive to non-mothers trying for a kid. Sometimes, it may be true that the former are tired etc, BUT there are many others who are willing to be in their shoes.
See DH's efforts on different things, also dunno what exactly helped actuallyHello dawnbb,how u manage to improve yr dh soldiers. This results is good improvement
Hi sis .. thanks for your reply .. 10days stim including blocker? Or pure stim jabs only? Tomorrow is my 10th day of stim including blocker. Hoping the best for my scanMy two cycles of short protocols both 10 days of stim jabs then trigger shot